A Writer's Perogative.

There’s a guy in my Film class that is so gorgeous. Of course I’m not into him because I have the best boyfriend ever :), BUT, for some reason I really WANT TO KNOW THIS GUY.

Is that weird? We only have this class once a week and every time he sat closer and closer to me until today he was next to me. He dresses gorgeous, like how you’d imagine Matsumoto Jun to dress, or maybe even Miura :), I got so interested in him I looked at the roster of the class and facebooked all the guys to see if he’d come up.

Well I found out his name today because we got papers back and I read it off his paper, and I facebooked him again and still no fb. Now, this seems really stalker-ish and really bad but seriously, I just really want to talk to him and get to know him. SOMETHING ABOUT HIM IS INTRIGUING ME. I dont know what it is. I mean yeah, he’s gorgeous, but he talks so eloquently in class about film, and one of the only other people in that class that appreciate terminology and the many jargon that come with giving good film criticism. I just, want to talk to him!

Either way, it’ll probably never happen unless induced by the teacher.

ANYWAYS~ I have a Japanese test tomorrow. I will be studying but I want to write my Valentines date blog :)!

Morning talk with Kazurissa's Dad

• Dad: Any word on the tickets for GANTZ?
• Me: No not yet. I hope I get some.
• Dad: Even if you dont, you can watch it here right?
• Me: Yeah but, it's not the same.
• Dad: You know what you should do? Even if you dont get tickets, you should skip school and go there and wait for him to come in at the airport. I bet not a lot of other fans do that. That's legit right there.
• Me: OMG DAD ILY
• Dad: tell me if you wanna, I'll try to see if i can get off work and drive you
• Me: WTH WHY ARE YOU SO AWESOME RN
• ------------
• i love my dad so much LULZ

Update on Kazurissa.

I’m still alive, well almost.

Lately, I’ve been working on serious midterms and projects while trying to salvage the few hours I get a week now at AMC. The team I’m working with for their independent film is looking for actors and actresses and the San Diego Asian Film Festival has already started with huge excitements and also a few problems. I haven’t seen Rodney in over a week but he totally understands, though it’s killing me.

The last two days because of a test, and SDAFF, I got less than ten hours of sleep in the last 48 hours. On top of that, I had about one meal in those 48 hours. And didnt stop to drink much. Last night my body shut down at the festival and I had a serious fever come over me. I was flushed, pale, dehydrated, and beyond the feeling of hunger. I tried sticking it out for six hours there but I had to go home early and I slept for 12 hours. I’ve never slept that long! Though I’m sad because I can’t come into work at the festival today and I’ll miss meeting my hero at her panel discussion Iris Yamashita. But it’s okay, hopefully I can catch her in the hotel tomorrow. I’m really still sick but a lot better than last night. I couldn’t stop trembling until I got home and driving home with full awareness was almost impossible.

I had my first real meal in a long time today and slept even more. I then took it upon myself to stop working on stuff and take some time to catch up on things that make me happy. Talking on the phone with Rodney, and downloading Arashi videos and new songs. Honestly, I don’t give a fuck what the fandom says about Arashi and their “NEW LOOK.” Fuck you. Hatenai Sora made my fucking day today. I love it. I read some magazine translations today as well. No one in that group needs to be famous anymore. They’re just hard workers and have learned to be their most efficient at all times. I guess I felt weak. Thinking that after three days of nonstop work made my body shut down. Thinking about how Arashi keeps moving on every single day for months ahead. But it’s okay. I’m sure they would have wanted me to eat and drink. That was on my part. In any case, Arashi is calling and they said they miss me ;) .. time for me to relax because my body is still recovering.

I miss tumblr! The festival ends on Thursday the 28th. After that; life’s back to normal :) Yay!

I miss you guys! I miss my number one followers! And I miss my life :( See you soon! <3 thanks for all the support!

Gah. The rest of the week for me:

• Work today 1 to 9 at AMC.
• Screenwriting Homework (Gotta find a way to watch 3 days of the Condor)
• Sunday: Theatre Chapter Quiz. Work 545 to 1045.
• Call all actors who are auditioning for the lead of Wanna Be With You
• Monday: School. Japanese skit group work between classes. Theatre in the actual theatre. Screenwriting.
• SDAFF: Gotta get in the office. Get more foldouts. Do some work. Get my TShirt :) Interning until 7pm. Reading Response for homework due for Lit.
• Tuesday: Lit class, Japanese class, interning at SDAFF from 1 to 7. Japanese Skit Script due tomorrow!
• Wednesday: Class till 315. Head up to Convoy and help out for the Viejas kickoff party for SDAFF! (Even though I cant go to the actual party :( that day (BOO) )
• Thursday: Class til 1215. Interning @ SDAFF til 7pm. Hella promo!
• Friday: Oct 1 (Day before Rodney and I’s three year anniversary) - Celebrating all day after class with Rodney until Saturday!
• Saturday: Oct 2 - Rodney and I’s 3 Year Anniversary, and Fil-Am Fest :) Gonna probably do some promo there and hang out with friends I haven’t seen in forever!

okay sorry tumblr. you do realize I do this because I need to write out my schedule so I don’t forget what I do. Because I write it on tumblr, it automatically sticks in my mind.

Sorry for interrupting your dash with my useless information :)

Finally home.

Today was very productive and went surprisingly well.

I woke up at 7am to make my sister breakfast and get her ready for school since my mom was going to come home around 730/740 and would take her to school ten minutes later. I didn’t have class today until 11 so I spent the rest of the morning getting together assignments and projects for class today since I was so busy over the weekend finishing up stuff for Interlaced Films and AMC Theatres (grr).

Anyway, I left at 10am and got to school on time and all. Japanese class was fun as usual. I love everyone in that class. My teacher especially. Now that she knows I’m a Johnnys fan and she’s a Johnnys fan we kinda make hints at each other. She’s so cool :] and so are my TAs.

I got together with Elizabeth after class. Literally, one of my only Mexican friends. She’s so cute though. kyaa :] Then got ready for Theatre which I felt was so lame because I had to act like a caveman but it ended up not being that bad since everyone had to act like it too. HAHA, It was pretty fun.

Next I had Screenwriting. I love that class because its only been a couple weeks and I feel like I’m ready to hit Hollywood (Though I know that’s not the case). We watched some of Three Days of the Condor and I quickly jet out of there to hit Starbucks for a Venti Iced Coffee :D!

Some traffic and head over to SDAFF to work on some technical papers for projectionists during the festival. :] Worked with my homie Eunjae. <3 Left early because my boss was like PTFO HAHA. :D

Now I’m home. Less homework than usual because an exam is coming up for Japanese, and I’m done with my theatre stuff. Screenwriting just wants me to watch a movie and I’m freaking almost done with it. :D ! YAY.

Whats on my agenda for the rest of the night?

FANGIRL. ARASHI. START A NEW DRAMA. ;] RELAX.

@therainbowstar - GIRL I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD BIRTHDAY :] imy!
@kixlover - so how’s moving in? settled in completely yet?
@pancitarian - i didnt get any texts from you today. i should have texted you. but everytime i tried a teacher caught me. ill text you right now :)
@teadoll - SOULMATE. HAHA COLLEGE LIFE. i loved your tweet about that.
@sunsetboba - WHERE YOU BEEN GIRRRRRRRRRL!
@humingyay - AND YOU TOO. I barely see you on tumblr. I’ll just get atchu on LiveJournal :D

toooodaaloooo :D

I just realized that I watch every Arashi performance 5 times when it comes out so I can focus on each member at least once.

lol wtf

Going to sleep now.

I know i’ve been a little MiA lately this week but you know. Getting those hours in at work because school’s going to start next week and then I’ll have to focus my time like so:

-School
-Work
-Internship
-the Film
-Family
-Friends (if any are left -_-‘)
-Boyfriend
-Fangirling

oh and i forgot. taking care of my freaking car is like another job. Oil change this. Check the radiator for this. Clean the battery for this. GAHDAMN SHE IS SO DEMANDING. DAMN YOU CIVIC.